Sometimes, when you go in a meeting with CEO, CIO, Director, Millionaires, Lawyers and Senior Council, and you see how them putting their great minds and time together to work on one single problem, you can't help but realize that everything else in life seems so small and irrelevant.
I suddenly woke up and remember who I am. For the last two weeks, I had lost all confidence in myself. I forgot that David was always David and there was nothing wrong with me. There is nothing for me to be ashamed of. All of us are destined for great things. God has made it so and we just need to listen to Him.
I did not suddenly become a better person. I did not become stronger. It was just that my perspective changed and I realized that my world did not end. I love her the same. I miss her the same. My heart still hurts when I think about her. But the real question is this. Did I try my best? I did and I will have no regrets.
So instead of beating myself up for what could have been, I will now strive for what can be. It's not an overnight thing but I know I am on the right track. I thank God for putting back perspective in my life.
I suddenly woke up and remember who I am. For the last two weeks, I had lost all confidence in myself. I forgot that David was always David and there was nothing wrong with me. There is nothing for me to be ashamed of. All of us are destined for great things. God has made it so and we just need to listen to Him.
I did not suddenly become a better person. I did not become stronger. It was just that my perspective changed and I realized that my world did not end. I love her the same. I miss her the same. My heart still hurts when I think about her. But the real question is this. Did I try my best? I did and I will have no regrets.
So instead of beating myself up for what could have been, I will now strive for what can be. It's not an overnight thing but I know I am on the right track. I thank God for putting back perspective in my life.

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